Tuesday, February 14, 2006

It’s like this. When I’m calm I wonder why. When I’m nervous I wish I weren’t. At other times, I feel I haven’t done enough. But I don’t know what more I can do. I’d feel guilty about the little pockets of time I occasionally enjoy by doing nothing. But I also feel I deserve it and would go insane without it. When will this madness ever stop? But I have a sneaking suspicion I would miss it if it stopped.

... I should be more religious. *sigh*

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