And I would almost give up. Almost.
In a haze of confusion.

Neurotic

A ridiculously sickening paranoia of stepping on thin ice and losing everything.

Day Three.

“How’s the coffee? Need sugar?”
“No thanks. I don’t like my coffee sweet.”
“That’s right, you’re already sweet enough.”

Said a very old and lanky office boy. Ouch….

Day Two.

The palace is nice in the afternoons, for a stroll through the grounds as people bustle by after a leisurely lunch. The gardens are dappled and sunny, softening the classic colonial style buildings. Not lavish, but elegant buildings nonetheless. At night it would cast shadows and fall silent, softly spooky, and people say they feel things if not see things. But during the day I only feel the soft rustle of wind. I intercepted the flower carts coming out of the palace, loaded with the flowers of yesterday’s banquet, and picked some still pretty ones for my desk. I believe it would be, however, on very rare occasions that I would take this stroll, for my primary destination, the palace cafeteria, serves tasteless food. So there go my delusions of palace gourmet.

Hot Young Coconut Pudding.

Which was on the breakfast menu at the hotel where my colleagues stay, and later told me that they decided it was an "appropriate description for Teez, in a nutshell".

Now, I can't say that sounds too bad.

weathered.

Quietly the dust settles in the aftermath of a sandstorm.
Roughly piled and dry like dead twigs on a winter's day.
And you say you think I'm gone next stormy dusty winter.
And I say I think you're wrong.